How was I feeling that day. I was very much rest less why? Because a girl who was my girlfriend 4 months back texted me over phone and said she has to talk something… I won’t go in much detail but all you need to know is she said ” she loves someone else”.
I was shattered.. I said I won’t come in between.. and I just hung up. She didn’t call me back , so I took all stuff which she gave me earlier (gift) and took my bite and I dashed to her home and called her. She didn’t pick up this time. I called her mom and gave my packet to her. She was calling me in but I refused I said I have to go somewhere else.
I was having so many sucidal thoughts in my head. I wanted to go some quite place and cry hard their. Instead I came in my room and took a sort nap. I was feeling so bad. So I called her. She didn’t pick up phone. I called her mom again and said aunty can you please tell her to call me back she said ok. I will dear.
I had one friend to whom I could have discuss all his stuff. His name was chintan so I called him. He said you should try to fix stuffs between you two.. and just then she called me..I talked to her and she was so numb but she was talking like she is still in love with him. But since I was in relationship with her for like 4 years. I didn’t want to let her go this easily.
I talked to her and asked her if she loves me.. she was not saying anything. She was confused and so numb.she gave her phone to her mother and I talked to her for like an hour and she took phone afterwards and she didn’t talked to me much and she hung up.
Should I let her go?? Even if I loved her more than anything in this world for like 4 years And she had feelings for someone else…
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